this is when my heart is about to give up

i was running the whole time... i was running so fast because i thought i would be late. i thought i would be late in coping up with the things i missed in life. i missed the time wherein i can still study. i missed the time wherein i could still laugh. of course i still laugh, but in a very short while. in that short while, i forget my problems even in the shortest time possible. it's really hard to give your ideas to other people if you yourself couldn't comprehend with this problems anymore. this is when my heart is about to give up,but , before i give off my last breath i heard footsteps... there where shadows lurking around. it was you. i cried and shouted: "i missed you!". i was very glad for your unexpected comeback. i felt it through my nerves. my feeling wasn't great...

...
...it was ecstatic. i never knew that i would still see you after the long wait and such suffering i experienced. we walked together, and told you everything that happened since you were gone, it exclaimed:"everything wasn't pointless i see, it is worth the wait".
...you cried
...then you laughed
...you stopped and told me. "of course your wait is worth it, i am your soul and welcome to a knew life with me".

"time is such a welcomed guest while shadow is a dark, deep surprise".

:) i will never forget you

**i'll have the traditional kind of posting tomorrow...just trying a new one...

forced to limits..