"let her learn it in a hard way"...

it was just last year when i wanted this poor skunk to be the top student in our batch(well, i don't know the reason at all. maybe because i THOUGHT she was nice or maybe because the creature that i wanted to be the second was worse than this skunk. this year we became friends...(eww) not close friends, excuse me! i treated her as an ordinary person that is because i want to treat other people as i want them to treat me...normal. few days, weeks, months; we've been together but during those times she changed, then changed then change, then totally change.ugh!!!(those were my stupid days) nakakainis lang dahil sa isang open forum nila(well, so called open forum na parang walang effect cause they've done it for about 3 days in a row) diniscuss niya na ayaw niya yung other people treating or telling her na: 'wala porke valedictorian','wala mayabang ka'; oo! tama! hindi naman talaga dapat ganun, we should not use a simple accomplishment para i-treat sila nang ganun.(aba sumang-ayon din pala ako sa kanya kahit minsan) hindi pa naman siya nakatawid sa lubid na nakataas ang isang paa diba? lumunok na ba siya ng bus? hindi pa! (etoh na) days again pass, narinig ko siya, telling a teacher na: 'you're a liar...','...i'm not a B class student'.hala! naririnig mo ba yang sinasabi mo. akala ko ba ayaw mo ng binabanggit yung pagiging A class student mo. (as she refer herself to) naku!! bobo ka pala! hindi mo naririnig yang sinasabi mo. sige ipamukha mo sa'kin na matalino ka, oo luluhod ako sayo; pero siguraduhin mo rin na competitive ka, na pwede kang gumawa ng sayaw, literary pieces, so on(i won't bother to continue wala rin tong magiging effect sa filthy skunk na yun). one more thing, sobrang lakas niyang magpamukhang ikaw ang may kasalanan. iiyak siya na parang namatayan siya tapos ikaw ang sisisihin sa lahat, oo! as in lahat! iiyak-iyak pa sisigaw ng OH MY GOSH! SHUT UP! naku naman, siguro gasgas na yung mga salita na yun. hala naman! baka naman yun lang talaga ang alam niyang salit, mga salitang pambabastos. daig niya pa ang linta ng dumikit sa katawan ng taong di gaya niya, sisipsipin ka hanggang maubos at kapag nagalit ka sasabihin na ikaw my kasalanan. sasabihin nung linta na yun na: "oh my gosh, i'm not a B class student, everyone's a liar...shut up...ikaw kaya my kasalanan. kawawa naman siya nangingita-ngita ko na mababaliw siya in due time. kawawang tao este kawawang hayop. kawawang linta hinigop niya ang sarili niya dugo...bwahaha:)) DALAWA NA LANG ANG PWEDE MANGAYARI, PATAWARIN KO SIYA SA PAMAMAGITAN NG PAGHALIK NIYA SA AKONG PAA O HABANG BUHAY NIYA NG TITIISING MABUHAY NA WALA KAMI!

*subukan mong umiyak sa school at ipamukha sa'kin lahat ikaw ang mananagot sa'kin kakaladkarin ko yang mata mo hanggang sa matuyo't hindi na makapaglabas ng luha.

**Lord, we have done many problems that may or may have affected a lot. We have stumbled too many times in life, but you have never leaved us and you were always there, ready to carry us. We have been your cross. We have increased your suffering, We repent for all thos stuff. We ask you to please let us realize the faults of each other. That fair treatment will be given to everybody. No top student. No most competitive student. Just be with us, Amen